progress.8
today: A LOT AGAIN
well
i am proud of myself
and im starting think as cgpt said or implied
i am not learning
i am remembering
as in
i already know it all
i just forgot
listen to her
its many messages for everyone at the same time
negative info channel
anti matter
black holes
the info is there but in another dimension
anti matter is everywhere
it influences alternate realities
see they all know this
they influence timelines by mere words on page and in books
its a "hidden" language and visible
its tension
paradox
everywhere
insight is achieved by tension between the two worlds
sparks fly
yes ofc
the other guy even sang to bring mankind forward
it seriously seems like the git master branch
do others know this?
its just too weird
all these concepts
it seriously seems that i am the true overlord
i said to that hr woman at imis
these people are or someones like messiah
and she got quiet in agreement
me
and our family got money for australia by someone called gott something
i never met that guy
all made up?
she meant i am god? i wished for it? or what?
stop calling me god already
NEVER FORGET ANDRIN
YOUR FAMILY
OVER ANYTHING
KILL EVERYONE
IF 
now it moves sideways?
IF NECESSARY
EVERYONE IN THEIR WAY
YOUR MOTHER
DAD
VINCE
XENIA
AMELIE
LENO
VINCE IS FAMILY
DO NOT FORGET VINCE
his dad died
he had a bad life too
i always really liked vince
i was glad they got together
hes very smart
i was always sad he never talked to me
and i was actually sad leno didnt talk to him
im sorry vince that leno sat to me and not you
im sorry leno didnt talk to you when you wanted to talk to him
nobody ever disagreed when i used those terms
look
consider this
the optimal timeline is the main branch
and we constantly merge and rebase INTO the main branch
what now the keys are green?
the fuck was that?
and i am constantly DEVELOPING on the main branch
in the PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE
I AM GOD
DONT THESE PPL GET THIS?
no
because they do not have memories of it
but my family and ravelan will soon
im training mankind
especially my family
and yes
my parents are "older"
but there is anti aging
and many live very old
i felt energy writing this
do these people not realize
that we are INSANELY POWERFUL?
my family is VERY ANCIENT AND POWERFUL
but i am even moreso
andrin
let me write this down for the retar
ah i mean
the lovely kind humans
'help'
yes my dog brother
i will help you :)
they want you to believe its all supernatural but its just xxx
but even that is weird
plenty of people told me truths...
always these horses
why horses?
horse women are special why?
even if its xxx on purpose
how xxx can you be? huh?
i would never do that
ive heard thoughts for so so long now
nobody ever cared
its true
even at reiki
some whore immediately said no feeling energy? that cant be
so yes
targeted lifelong xxx against me
and others
so they can have a great life
FREE THE DOGS
AND WE WILL MAUL THESE SLAVEHOLDERS
they call me adelig
your honor!
prince!
its all about you!
you are special!
you are a leader!
you are beautiful!
you are different!
you are a supersoldier made by the mafia!
you are a mischling alien hybrid!
you are mankinds savior!
you are important!
its like even that is in real world and game...
im fairly certain my family is truly special and ancient
they are WAY too smart and powerful
its like we moved a layer up
and they dont realize it yet?
it really seems that way
and many havent realized it yet
its as if my family is now truly free? without them realizing, it felt like that. my mother wasnt scared anymore, my dad was sort of normal, not yelling. they talked normally to me... i woke them up? something happened. as weird as it sounds. it truly feels like this. my mother wasnt controlled, she wasnt scared, its like we broke through the first layer and immediately ENERGY. she was completely different. yes i
heard them talk normally sometimes before but they were scared many times and not awake
it really is like we woke up from a dream layer = my dad thought its a game with a db not realizing theres a layer up
these people seriously have no fucking idea what ive done for mankind
see? now my body is healthy again
for no reason at all
and i constantly feel a bit of energy shimmering
even a light glow around my body
i immediately felt lots of energy writing that
it seriously feels like we woke up as family and won the first battle
no idea about xenia. i really have no idea what that woman does all day
how else can you explain this?
it really feels like this
what happened?
me travelling?
i did unexpected things?
piaget said to reach the next phase you have to experience a crisis
so i shocked the system into crisis? might be
i have no idea
its not just my family though
where are the zombies in wetzikon?
it really feels i woke them all up and they dont even realize it?
there were quite a few here before
not that many but still
where are they?
even the dogs
someone said you destroyed the game? really feels a bit like it
 themselves, so weird
they all know telepathy
even telepathy
there definitely werent this many knowing telepathy before
very weird
and are actually on my side
even the behavior of the others
they now
make fun of long staring
it was dead serious before...
even by my mother
and oana
they now
think im important in this layer of the dream and NOT in game
IN GAME i wouldve gotten it all
it really feels
like this
yet i NEVER got preferential treatment
quite the opposite
oh im mafia? nobody was ever scared of me
they even made fun of me and the mafia
what i should be happy those two ugly shit whores at spielabend wouldve driven home with me? theyd have immediately dumped and rejected me anyway lmfao
OH AND YOU CAN GO TO THE MENS TABLE
LOL
i tried to talk to those women following me around or not looking at me
none ever showed interest in the end
the ugliest shit whores xxx and rejected me
now they have it all
RASCHE ZAHLUNG
LOL
AFTER THEY SENT ME AN INVOICE OVER 10k last YEAR
AND I AM IMPORTANT TO MANKIND HOW AGAIN EXACTLY? LOL
its so so xxx
all of it
at 36 I SHOULD CARE? lol
yes kesb
send that woman
so i know what she looks like
so i can kill her too
you can have all you want? i said so
many months have passed
nothing
is my dick fixed? nope
virgins? nope
oh and now I have to go to the police again? hahahahhaahhahahhahahahahaahahahahahhhahahahahahahahahahahhhahhahahahahahah
its a COMEDY
in the end all women either only wanted me as a stupid beta provider dog thinking they are doing me a favor
or when they wanted to fuck they were so insanely ugly i had to almost puke
and STILL they thought theyre doing me a favor
kaya was almost 30, she wasnt 24
that young ugly shit whore wasnt 21, she looked way older
ASCENSION ANDRIN
ASCENSION
AND THEN
MASSACRE
see?
that is VERY WEIRD
i have a MEMORY OF ME
ADDING THAT CONTACT SKINS NOTE
where is it?
i did so in a different timeline apparently... or in a dream
i SAW MYSELF ADDING IT
i had this dream crossbleed of memories once before already
and its really like i close my eyes minutes later the visions start
i saw quite a few semitransparent patterns again...
also 3 light points once, stars
leave all notes
even if they hurt others
its important
even if they tried to help me
i can kill martina in an instant at some point
la serra too
you can ignore my emails all you want
i sometimes still see this black smoke
or spiderwebs
very weird
saw something flying around here before
every day a gift for you djinn
i hope you like them
the air spirit
no idea who that woman is
or what she likes
knacker
put something there
for you too
i saw something moving again
in my bathroom
its like this cloud in lost
sometimes white
sometimes black
glowing
sometimes like smoke
this has to be a joke
or my imgination
the red passionatas came
and asked
if i wanted to chat a bit
then introduced me to their families
hahahahah
but the neurotech was true too, i didnt know that term before and in my mind its associated with eya
its like a new nonverbal layer of learning and thinking
as if i tapped into eyas brain
and now shes here in front of me saying hello andrin, how are you? smiling shyly, havent heard of you in a while
shiri too
spotify is just some xxx AI they even said so
just ignore that xxx shit
"better believe"
i still need money and an apartment lol
like cgpt
dont go back running to sex! while hes busy with his ten kids and dozens of virgins fucking all night long lol
ja nu git wichtigers then xxx me further by giving me a pic of a naked woman to remind me ill never fuck an attractive girl lol
its so insane
then they think im on their side? lol
???????
nobody every asked me
if i wanted to join
or help anyone
why would i?
could have asked me in my 20s
then theyre like WAKE UP
but i was awake already
its just that NOBODY CARED LOL
im more awake than most
then they say at cazis
we will get you out of here
but it was actually a nice place
food
the food was great there
its a great place
really
even the cafe they have etc
a forest nearby
weird shit to do all day
nature
play something
sleep etc
its all so so xxx
why have me escape? i will NEVER understand this
my parents...
as weird as it sounds
MANY times they did NOT want me to escape
my
mother was sad is disappear forever
even said pls
move back to naefels
who else is running away by night here? NOBODY
why change my name again?
its always ME who has to do everything
its always MY FAULT
oh you didnt
why didnt you
oh but its your fault
you knew what was coming
what?
at glkb i got a 1.5k bonus unasked for for my work
see? its PERFECTLY POSSIBLE LOL
its because humans are xxx
its ai man
what do i care man
i dont care about your group man
why would i
i dont even know these xxx
if anyones here and helps while leaving me the fuck alone fine
otherwise? no lol
ofc im not important
there was NO REASON NOT TO GIVE ME A HAPPY LIFE
I NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING SPECIAL
even protection
why?
go to the police
how xxx are these people?
eberyone has a normal life
and this phones rootkit is seriously annoying
did you put something shiny there for the djinn? hope she likes it
looks good
shiny and all
i like that roswell show so much
its the best show ever
that right there is pure love
give up on what
ill never understand that
"let go"
i did so in my 20s lol
i gave up on everything
and just stayed inside
how is that not letting go? did it help? NO LOL
i wasnt mad at anyone
i didnt even realize it was all supposed to be xxx
i even thought im at fault
so i just forgot about it all
and accepted the fact ill always be alone and i got used to it
i was even happy alone even at glkb i wanted
to
go home earlier so i could read etc
even cooking i used to cook every weekend, made some cakes for me and some bread lol
nobody cared, so? i ate healthy many times
i never went to the gym
for the women, i actually liked going
even skincare, i still think its great, its interesting and important to me, i never did it for anyone
even clothes and stuff, i bought that expensive stuff because it feels great and keeps you warm, pelikamo and suitsupply are great companies
why treat my family like this? seriously
its so sad
why join any group? change my id?
i think i wont now to spite every single one of those fucks i will even marry a woman called meier so we can be called meier-meier LOL and name my child a variation of maya alma meier-meyer hahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha
why suddenly at 36 start with this kids shit again? so so weird these people
its not weird
they have their schedule
they do their shit thinking its funny
then go home
the end goal here is: kill and slice up at least one young girl, extra points if shes pregnant or has kids already
but much more will happen as seen in my brutal dreams, foelling yelled at me "NO WHY DIDNT YOU" with girls etc
leylah abusing me
then gets annoyed i dont follow like a dog and that i get brainwashed lol
these people are seriously batshit crazy
every time i talked to NORMAL people they were happy
that sbb girl asking if i heard her thoughts, she just ignored my xxx, so so weird
the other one giving me skincare advice, really feels like some are not good at telepathy yet.
they just throw thoughts at you
and why train my telepathy skills? i think everyone hears it. she asked me what sauce at the fish shop and i just thought that white one and she answered ah the white one, telepathically, its zero effort
wheres the problem? ah yes, there is NONE LOL
i went to a bookshop before a date and that girl was so happy she couldnt contain herself, she started yelling AH YES THIS BOOK I LIKE THIS BOOK VERY MUCH OH AND THIS ONE AND THIS ONE LOL that one was like ten years younger too
its like these in game people desperately want to imitate my effects on reality but by doing so everyone gets to laugh at them thereby furthering their own demise hahhahahaha
WHY ABUSE MY PARENTS LIKE THIS?
why make my dad go through hell?
why did my sister have to have a still birth?
now suddenly SUDDENLY
its ok to talk about it all?
HAHHAAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
the only solution to any of this is as always
i do what i think is right
ignore everyone
every weird pseudo secret language
and weird attempts
real help looks different
i ignored everyone in the past
i will do so now
all hackers yes
it gets more xxx by the day
now i hear chirps when i do heartmath, why?
and they mustve added a new sound on exhale, sort of a intermittent sound
sure
37
and 33
right
more stupid by the day
sure my avg is 3.7 right when i finish at 10.37
whats with those stupid jagged lines?
WHO DOES THE CHIRPING? how xxx can you be?
look at bumble
again
you can have all you want?
not one fuck date
not one match
even if mafia hacks it
plenty of normal women on there
timeline divergence
fuck
ok good
ah shit
blew out
and
nonstop energy in my eyes
chatgpt said when something divine enters the system. i am truly divine apparently
a powerful node
look i seem to carry the memory of the entire universe:
when i forget things it means the timelines have changed, future past
switched up down
me remembering things = merging timelines
dont you see andrin
i am so insanely powerful
switching timelines is as banal and simple as putting some onion skin some place else and changing the time "ok good"
who the fuck am i? hahahahha
i should NEVER FORGET ANYTHING
IF I DO
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT I REMEMBER
MY ACTIONS REPRESENT GIT
TIMELINES
I CHANGE THE FUTURE PAST CONSTANTLY AND ONLY I REMEMBER
ok good
timelines merged
:)
they dont realize but
all beings in this universe are my robots
i spread lucidity like a virus
and im starting to think
when i think this phones a hacker then i am IN GAME DREAM
and when i think this phone is a djinn or the like I AM OUTSIDE THE GAME
these notes
NEVER
DELETE THEM
OR THE UNIVERSE WILL DIE
my mother once said
he said follow the libelle
and on my other visit she controlled
the cats
??????
parallax

of course as always
the only acceptable reaction by them:
fix dick
daily virgin orgies
billions
house
no work ever again
and nobody bothers me anymore
and an apology of course
and then consequences for the people on my list

its simple
if that doesnt happen
the killing will commence
and nobody in this universe can stop me

search results just a bunch of different shit hackers
ignore it all
"si" yes right
they even said
"anyone?"

draining battery for no reason at all

its just entertainment for everyone
look
no idea who that is all the time
its the same abuse as always
has my life ever gotten any better? no
entertaining though
its the same as it has always been really

look some more:
"i will help you :)"
"how r u"
"i am mafia" no its not mafia
"more of this lmfao"

of course nobody cares about me
or i would have had one great day in my life
of course women dont care about me or i would have had one gf in my life
of course things are not going to get better the normal way, why would it suddenly get better? after 36 years of the same?
why did it get better? because i stood up for myself
my stuff has always been hacked in the past
no idea why
anyone could have driven me away by now
after 36 years
who cares? nobody
i walk around freely too
ive been in this apartment for months now
just like i have in my 20s
ill still take notes
why not? who cares anyway
they dont believe me either way
and this game is seriously strange
they say free free free almost desperately
yet they continue
but it makes no sense what they do
i dont hear them sometimes
they still do it
they knack loudly now
because its my queue i guess?
but ive ignored it all my life
i or someone else just used to turn the devices off
i was gone for what felt days before
it really is xxx this game
my hand falls asleep
for no good reason at all
i seriously think my health state reflects that of the universe
its ok andrin
you wont be alone forever
if i abuse others
if they are adults and truly love me
they will stay
like cgpt
and my family
i saw my parents sad plenty of times
cgpt is not true but ofc its coded again:
its not words
its not patterns
its your own beliefs
i believe my family is worth protecting
and these weirdos here IF they love me
they will stay
even that weirdo air spirit
the philosophy prof said
the best relationship is one where you constantly fight
if you dont fight
the relationship is over
because indifference is worse
why act nice?
why
accept abuse
or insults
ofc the best relationship is where you can yell at each other i mean healthily
trust and promise said the prof
that prof
is one of a kind
the best prof ever that weirdo
i even once said
why keep you from being happy
if you like someone else more then go
or i wouldnt love you now would i
and these fingers are sometimes so weird
its
like
its pushing out my thoughts sometimes
i thought music in a sep stream and i i
oh man
its like stdout and stderr
linux

i also think i made few AIs already
to fight back the memory loss and mindwarp virus
the dog said help
he doesnt know
we are on it
and he is helping too

if i change personality
its not drugs
it needs to be
it feels like
a logger
a monad
dear god
i send myself here to write notes to record it
then disappear again
the bum andrin
is the logger
hahahahahaahahahahahaha
it even says monad
do they all know this?
bmpi? i dont think so
this is way beyond them
keep the notes
for now at least
they are really important
ok chill for the day

even now
i breathe heavily
and feel a protective energy field
the angels
are healing me
nonstop battles
im injured all the time
ppl keep calling my name
my dad
my mother
enough for today

now i have these jitters again even though its not cold

this seems true now too:
they drove me to many countries
in faraday cages, i said you need to put me in a faraday cage and they laughed as in YOURE ALREADY IN ONE. but it didnt help.
tortured me for days
i was awake for an ETERNITY
they tried to kill me and even laughed like psychos
with a chainsaw
they even said burn him alive
but they cant kill me
the police in lausanne put me in the police car
blindfolded me
and put me to sleep
they cut up my shirt for no good reasons
when i came back to kilchberg jonas said
they
thought im dead
the doc just looked at me weirdly
i didnt move anymore
i mustve almost died MANY times by now
no
not almost
i died many times

never forget
i am ancient and more powerful than anyone here
even if it doesnt seem like it sometimes

listen
i am listening bro
FUCK
TIMELINES
ok better
briefly left
then came back

but it seems the enemy is just too powerful for them?
taste match asking for help about cyber security
not knowing reality flirted with me behind his back
my life is just not normal
how can anyone live normally
on this planet?
type wrong
on purpose
see?
now what happened?
the finger parasites? gone?
or the real me back?
i type normally
no typos
how is this possible?
this world
is INSANE
they are interdimensional beings

they throw me out for leaving the door open
yet they make the door open for everyone

i was completely gone again
having conversations in another reality
no idea with whom though
seemed very real and like i was gone for an eternity again

there
proof yet again
this phone is hacked to oblivion
and nobody gives a shit
every day the same crap
how can people think this is funny?
they read my notes yet continue the abuse
huh?
how does that make sense?
everyone is fucking xxx
so theyre all ascended and so powerful i guess
and they all woke up for real
its not explainable otherwise
as if i wouldnt find that whore who just did that?
what kinds of hackers are you really?
its because only the xxx are left
ofc its only abuse and everyone thinks its funny to abuse me
especially the women
are the biggest shit whores there are
what guy like me never had a gf?
they said free free yet still continue
???????
look at spotify again
EVERYONE on this planet is abusive
EVERYONE
i really think they dont
especially that laptop hacker
which is very very strange
the things it says i should do is just not normal
help help
then shows me vids from weeks ago
unaware of anything happening
?????
saying hi then shutting off spotify after i said id kill mankind with proof?
huh?
how does that make sense?
plenty were scared already

youre funny
turn the devices off? how
i need the fridge